First day of misery. I mean, School.

So today marks the new begining of our school life, which will be the last one ever.
Yes, it's very depressing. Other than the fact that i'm old and I don't look like a seventeen ( Idk how seventeen's are suppose to look tho, taller/facially more mature i guess?) , this is actually my last year in school. By next year, college comes. GOSH
There was streaming today, the first day of school and it's the most depressing day ever. What a good start to the new year. There was a big rumage among the classes and everyone got reshuffle, streamed the their respective classes according to their results, THANK GOD I remain in my own calss, Sc2. But even so, my class just doesn't feel like my class anymore. With more than half the class gone and more than half the class are new to Sc2, it just doesn't feel right anymore :( The saddest part, Szepei, Yiting, Huiwen SO MANY MORE are not in the same class anymore and our group feels like it's lost a part? I don't know lar, super depressing day. Everyone's alrd used to their own classes and now, whoa. Giving a child a candy, and snatching it back again.
Although I wouldn't say it's all terror and misery, but it's not going to be easy to adapt to this new environment. Many came to Sc2, maybe this is the chance to know them better? I don't know. All I know is this is my last year ans I don't want to over think and get all depress about things, just let nature take it's course I guess?
Kay, it's a new year right? take things positively, and strive for one goal. It ain't gonna be easy but cheers? :) put in 101% of effort and you can do it :)


Oh gosh, did I mention I have tuition EVERY SINGLE DAY? Even thinking about it makes me feel tired alrd .__.
Tmrw's a heavy day ahead, gonna return all the books and get new one's.
Cheers to misery, I mean the year of pure stress&fatigue, I mean..
Cheers to A New Start!

God, give me the strength to pull through every day.