Pre-trails slacking mood.

This week had been a week full of drama's and a pre-percubaaan day of history which makes me feel like I have finished my trials! BUT that's all just me hallucinating, it's TWO more weeks to trials and i'm sitting here typing this, watching the 9pm drama, chewing on a gummy bear - chillaxing. Yay. Got to try to get myself stressed up -.- LOLS

Followed noelle to meet her friend today, and that was when I realise I super TAK BOLEH TAHAN boys who are so quiet, so shy, so introvert, making you look like an idiot talking to a person who either shakes or nod his head whenever you ask or utter a word. Oh and do I look fierce? I'm sorry if my face looks like i'm going to eat you or rip your head off the next second you but there's nothing much i can do especially to people who make you feel piss.
So cheers, to form 5 life. :) Actually as the older you get, the more bolder you get. You look at those shy juniors and actually think back how stupid you were last those days to act like he/she did. You would actually think back and laugh, Those memories :) are irreplaceble.

Back to the full of drama's part, I realised some people are just pretty good at making up and exagerrating stiories. To me, if you really Honour and fear God you wouldnt just simply use God's name in vain. And you would have visions of being stabbed by the devil and all, that is just like what the vampire sort of drama series would show. Well, I dont know how are you going to live your life that is up to you, in lies in truth up to you. I've said what I should, the next part of your life chapter is up to you.
It suddenly struck me there are many lost out there and around us, sometimes there is very little that can be done by us. you cant play God and think we as humans can settle everything, all you can do is just to pray. I dont know what to do anymore, to me I would just treasure those who stuck with me through everything and those whom I care simply because they matter to me. ♥ Sometimes God puts small and big things in our lives just to remind us to treasure everything we have :)
Trails is coming soon, will pray for a heart to study and a focus mind for these exams O.o
Jiayou everyone! :)

'And i will live, to carry your compassion
to love a world that's broken to be your hands and feet
And I will give, with the life that I've been given
and go beyond religion to see the world be change
By the power of your name.'
Power of your name - Lincoln Brewster