I hate this time of the year because everything will just screw up within the blink of the eye without any reason. It's like the evaluation time of the year. All the thoughts and emotions just comes haunting back and in the end the whole freaking depressing mood again, seriously? I hate it. I really dont want to feel all so stupid and hoping for too much when in the end all the disappointments will just come and hit you back right at the face, damn hard.
I really shouldn't hope too much. The higher your hopes are, the more disappointed you'il get. They say hope high and think positively, about nothing but the best outcome. Not this time. Seriously? These fantasies will never come true anyway.
It's my turn to cheer you back. (:
ReplyDeleteHope for the best and expect for the worst.
That's what I keep on telling myself nowadays after the trials disaster.
There's always me thinking that you're the best of everything! Love!