Forgive&forget

Forgive and forget. two simple words, so much easier to say than to actually do it.
You know what i thank God for now, that i'm NOTHING like you. Yes, greed might have took on me for a while but I know now that I should be contented with what I have.
You can go on being thick skin and continue being greedy, if you don't know how to stop one day you'il drown to death in your own greed. That's your choice, i've tried to help you out long time ago. I've tried and done my part, the rest is up to you.

As for me, humans are not perfect, sometimes they make mistakes and let sin get the best of them. I'm going to stop. I know greed can kill, Greed for power, fame, money. All that can KILL. So i'm just going to be contented with what I have, as long as my concience is clear.
I'l do my part and God will do the rest.
Sometimes, I really get sick of watching all her behaviours, but God please remind me that you are the one who gives me strength to pull through and that you are in control of everything.
Maybe God is giving me a glimsp of how the real soceity is like, much more greed compared to this school.
And maybe someday, i'l think back and laugh.
Or maybe it's the trials and obstcles that would eventually build me up.

Forgive and forget. it's not easy at all, in fact that's the hardest word in the world to perform.
I keep thinking how many times should I forgive her? keeping it all in will eventually explode, pretending sucks even more.

But then, If God can forgive me no matter what I do, no matter how many times I've done. So why can't I?
'Love your enemies as yourself' It's not easy, but I'm willing to try, forgive her infinity times.
God give me the strength to continuously forgive.. and forget.

Even the crab says so :( God help me